Beloved’s death

Beloved’s death

I would never see him again

Hear his voice again

Feel him hold me close…

I don’t think I can go on without you…

You were my life, my reason to live,

and now I have none…

I want to curl up into a tiny ball

I want to die

I want to disappear

I keep on thinking about the past,

How you had transformed my life…

I want to hear your voice

I want to hear you telling me you love me…

So many times, I tried to stop the sudden flow of tears,

But all the time I failed because it was impossible..

I just shut myself away…

I was like a wounded animal hiding….